As a non-practicing Lutheran fresh out of college in 2001, I was earning a nice salary working in information technology. During my five subsequent years of employment I was able to buy anything I desired. I seemed happy. But in truth, my life lacked meaning. Aware that I had stopped going to church during college, I resumed weekly worship in hope of finding that meaning.

Instead of finding answers, I realized I was not sure what I believed. I doubted the reality of heaven and the existence of God. The only thing I was sure of was the severity of the matter. Frustrated, I was ready to give up and declare myself an agnostic. In desperation I e-mailed Fr. Phillips, a Catholic priest I knew. In my e-mail I expressed my doubts. In response, Fr. Phillips offered to teach me the Catholic understanding of things. I accepted and we met many times over several months. I was amazed. In April, 2005, I received the Sacrament of Confirmation and the Eucharist and enjoyed a newfound peace.

Shortly after that, three people suggested I consider a religious vocation. For much of 2005 I considered that possibility but could not discern the call. That changed on a 2006 trip to Italy. After ten days of prayer in Rome and Assisi, I felt a powerful encouragement and a sense of peace. God wanted me in the seminary. Upon returning home I applied and was accepted. I am now finishing my first year of study.